If I forget to tell you just how much you mean to me, I hope that you will remember while your not here with me.
If I forget to tell you that you are my world and more, I hope that you will remember what I am waiting for.
If I forget to tell you I want you in my life, I hope that you will remember that I am always by your side.
If I forget to tell you I love you more than words, I hope that you will remember regardless of the hurt.
If I forget to tell you I am sorry for my mistakes, I hope that you will remember with every one I make.
If I forget to tell you no other can compare, I hope that you will remember the love that we both share.
If I forget to tell you I miss you everyday, I hope that you will remember your absence causes pain.
If I forget to tell you that forever is what I want, I hope you will remember that forever is what we have got. Whether I say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me, I will show you this forever, and these words will have no need.
If I forget to tell you that you are my world and more, I hope that you will remember what I am waiting for.
If I forget to tell you I want you in my life, I hope that you will remember that I am always by your side.
If I forget to tell you I love you more than words, I hope that you will remember regardless of the hurt.
If I forget to tell you I am sorry for my mistakes, I hope that you will remember with every one I make.
If I forget to tell you no other can compare, I hope that you will remember the love that we both share.
If I forget to tell you I miss you everyday, I hope that you will remember your absence causes pain.
If I forget to tell you that forever is what I want, I hope you will remember that forever is what we have got. Whether I say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me, I will show you this forever, and these words will have no need.
jangan buat aku menangis LAGI :( please??
ARE YOU AND ME STILL TOGETHER?
TELL ME
YOU THINK WE COULD LAST FOREVER?
TELL ME
AND TELL ME WHY
I NEED YOU
MORE AND MORE EACH DAY
TRY
TO LOOK AT ME and REALLY SEE MY HEART
DO YOU EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE, I'M GONNA LET US FALL APART
TELL ME
YOU THINK WE COULD LAST FOREVER?
TELL ME
AND TELL ME WHY
I NEED YOU
MORE AND MORE EACH DAY
TRY
TO LOOK AT ME and REALLY SEE MY HEART
DO YOU EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE, I'M GONNA LET US FALL APART
ind ::
APAKAH KAMU DAN AKU MSH BERSAMA?
KATAKAN PADAKU
KAU PIKIR KITA AKAN BERSAMA SELAMANYA?
KATAKAN PADAKU
DAN KATAKAN PADAKU KENAPA
AKU MEMBUTUHKANMU
SEMAKIN HARI MAKIN MEMBUTUHKANMU
COBALAH
UNTUK LIHAT AKU dan BENAR-BENAR LIHAT HATIKU
APA KAU INGIN AKU PERCAYA, BAHWA AKU AKAN BIARKAN KITA BERPISAH
KATAKAN PADAKU
KAU PIKIR KITA AKAN BERSAMA SELAMANYA?
KATAKAN PADAKU
DAN KATAKAN PADAKU KENAPA
AKU MEMBUTUHKANMU
SEMAKIN HARI MAKIN MEMBUTUHKANMU
COBALAH
UNTUK LIHAT AKU dan BENAR-BENAR LIHAT HATIKU
APA KAU INGIN AKU PERCAYA, BAHWA AKU AKAN BIARKAN KITA BERPISAH
sodamnfuckinglove!!
huaaaaaaaaaahh
lagi pengen teriak begini :: cinta itu MENYEBALKAN! krik krik krik (no offense cinta laura)
baru nyadar klo cinta tu GILA !!
wahaahahahahahikshiks aku g pernah bisa jd yg dia mau ..
knpa?
knpa?
knpa?
jujur aku g ngerti jalan pikiranmu, bnr-bnr tak mengerti ..
kmu sllu blg ma aku : knp aku sllu slh dmata km?
apa kmu jg g pernah mikir "knp aku sllu slh dimata kmu dika?"
aku mrh-mrh slah??
mmang salah kali yakk?
tp asal kmu tau yank, aku mrh" smata-mata krn aky syg kmu, SAYANG BANGET!
aku mrh-mrh klo kmu mcm", aku tkt km knp"
aku mrh-mrh klo kmu g bls smsku smata-mata tkt trjd ssuatu ma km ..
aku mrh-mrh sma kmu cma sekedar karna ingin dimengerti ..
mlh blg aku egois??
ok klo menurut kmu aku egois, gpp ..
aku bs terima ..
mmang aku sllu ingin kmu jd apa yg aku mau ..
YA! aku mmg egois ..
aku ingin kau jd seperti apa yg kmu mau tp aku TAK BISA JD SEPERTI YANG KAMU MAU
aku sadar diri kok ynk ..
aku bingung mau bilang apa tiap kmu bilang "syg jgn mrh-mrh lg dong?aku dmrhn terus"
astaghfiruloh !!
aku g bs ngmg apa" lg
aku uda bbrp kli berusaha biar g mrh-mrh lg, tp Tuhan, aku g bisa !!
AKU GA BISA! jadi jgn paksa aku .. :(
aku sllalu ingin jadi seperti yg kmu mau ..
SELALU ..
tp aku selalu gagal. iya. GAGAL !
aku wanita bodoh yang tak tau keinginanmu
aku wanita bodoh yang pemarah
aku wanita bodoh yang egois
aku wanita bodoh yang senantiasa memperhatikanmu
aku wanita bodoh yang senantiasa memikirkanmu
aku wanita bodoh yang kadang kala meratapi wajahmu
aku wanita bodoh yang ingin mengetahui kisahmu
aku wanita bodoh yang kehilangan kata-kata karnamu
aku g bsa ngmg lgsg sma kmu ..
berat rasa'a ..
aku gg mau pamer sedih didepanmu, aku berusaha sok kuat atau apalah ..
krna aku tau mungkin bagimu aku sangat byk menyakitimu ..
tp taukah kmu KAMU SANGAT BANYAK MENYAKITI AKU !
dan hal-hal itu tak pernah kmu sadari, TAK PERNAH
sudahlah ..
mungkin aku tak bisa jd yg kmu mau
klau tak mau dmrh-mrhin ma aku, klau MUAK dmrhn trus cari aja cewe lain yg bisa g mrh-mrh ma kmu ..
aku sadar aku gg bsa bahagiain kmu ..
skrg smuanya terserah kmu ..
but i want u to know that ILOVEYOUDAMNFUCKINGSOMUCH ! pradika ahmad :)
lagi pengen teriak begini :: cinta itu MENYEBALKAN! krik krik krik (no offense cinta laura)
baru nyadar klo cinta tu GILA !!
wahaahahahahahikshiks aku g pernah bisa jd yg dia mau ..
knpa?
knpa?
knpa?
jujur aku g ngerti jalan pikiranmu, bnr-bnr tak mengerti ..
kmu sllu blg ma aku : knp aku sllu slh dmata km?
apa kmu jg g pernah mikir "knp aku sllu slh dimata kmu dika?"
aku mrh-mrh slah??
mmang salah kali yakk?
tp asal kmu tau yank, aku mrh" smata-mata krn aky syg kmu, SAYANG BANGET!
aku mrh-mrh klo kmu mcm", aku tkt km knp"
aku mrh-mrh klo kmu g bls smsku smata-mata tkt trjd ssuatu ma km ..
aku mrh-mrh sma kmu cma sekedar karna ingin dimengerti ..
for example :
hp kmu g aktp,
aku wajar dong mrh-mrh ma kmu, krn dipikiranku aku tkt km knp" ..
kmu mlm mggu pgn jln" ma tmn-tmn kmu,
aku blg g blh .. krn aku tkt kmu nglkuin hal yg mcm-mcm ma tmn-tmn kmu ..
g tau knp aku g suka kmu jln mlm tnpa ada aku ..
kmu telat bls ato g bls smsku /angkat tlpku,
aku mrh krna kmu g bls aku jd berpikiran mcm-mcm ttg kmu dan itu membuat aku g tenang ..
aku mrh krna ada alasan, ADA ALASAN!
klo g aku g bkal mrh ..
sungguh ..
knp kmu g pernah nyadar syg??hp kmu g aktp,
aku wajar dong mrh-mrh ma kmu, krn dipikiranku aku tkt km knp" ..
kmu mlm mggu pgn jln" ma tmn-tmn kmu,
aku blg g blh .. krn aku tkt kmu nglkuin hal yg mcm-mcm ma tmn-tmn kmu ..
g tau knp aku g suka kmu jln mlm tnpa ada aku ..
kmu telat bls ato g bls smsku /angkat tlpku,
aku mrh krna kmu g bls aku jd berpikiran mcm-mcm ttg kmu dan itu membuat aku g tenang ..
aku mrh krna ada alasan, ADA ALASAN!
klo g aku g bkal mrh ..
sungguh ..
mlh blg aku egois??
ok klo menurut kmu aku egois, gpp ..
aku bs terima ..
mmang aku sllu ingin kmu jd apa yg aku mau ..
YA! aku mmg egois ..
aku ingin kau jd seperti apa yg kmu mau tp aku TAK BISA JD SEPERTI YANG KAMU MAU
aku sadar diri kok ynk ..
aku bingung mau bilang apa tiap kmu bilang "syg jgn mrh-mrh lg dong?aku dmrhn terus"
astaghfiruloh !!
aku g bs ngmg apa" lg
aku uda bbrp kli berusaha biar g mrh-mrh lg, tp Tuhan, aku g bisa !!
AKU GA BISA! jadi jgn paksa aku .. :(
aku sllalu ingin jadi seperti yg kmu mau ..
SELALU ..
tp aku selalu gagal. iya. GAGAL !
aku wanita bodoh yang tak tau keinginanmu
aku wanita bodoh yang pemarah
aku wanita bodoh yang egois
aku wanita bodoh yang senantiasa memperhatikanmu
aku wanita bodoh yang senantiasa memikirkanmu
aku wanita bodoh yang kadang kala meratapi wajahmu
aku wanita bodoh yang ingin mengetahui kisahmu
aku wanita bodoh yang kehilangan kata-kata karnamu
aku g bsa ngmg lgsg sma kmu ..
berat rasa'a ..
aku gg mau pamer sedih didepanmu, aku berusaha sok kuat atau apalah ..
krna aku tau mungkin bagimu aku sangat byk menyakitimu ..
tp taukah kmu KAMU SANGAT BANYAK MENYAKITI AKU !
dan hal-hal itu tak pernah kmu sadari, TAK PERNAH
sudahlah ..
mungkin aku tak bisa jd yg kmu mau
klau tak mau dmrh-mrhin ma aku, klau MUAK dmrhn trus cari aja cewe lain yg bisa g mrh-mrh ma kmu ..
aku sadar aku gg bsa bahagiain kmu ..
skrg smuanya terserah kmu ..
but i want u to know that ILOVEYOUDAMNFUCKINGSOMUCH ! pradika ahmad :)
No one is useless.
Look deep inside yourself, and find, and see, you have alot of something special where other doesn't have. That's why you must love yourself, and proud to become you. Salute to yourself!
You have alot of talents, you are unique, and eventhough we are different, we are created to be exist and be friend. Because of this, everyone of us has something special :)
Starting from now, believe me. You are expensive, more expensive than you think. So, stop mad at yourself and start love yourself :)
Look deep inside yourself, and find, and see, you have alot of something special where other doesn't have. That's why you must love yourself, and proud to become you. Salute to yourself!
You have alot of talents, you are unique, and eventhough we are different, we are created to be exist and be friend. Because of this, everyone of us has something special :)
Starting from now, believe me. You are expensive, more expensive than you think. So, stop mad at yourself and start love yourself :)
FAKE FRIEND
You say you're MY FRIEND, when-
in actuality you're not.
How dare you proclaim to be friendly,
when it's my heart and compassion you've shot?
Sure, you're fine to my face...
But behind my back, you stick to the race.
How can you say you're my friend?,
and you'll always be here ?
When I need you the most,
you are nowhere near;
my greatest of fears.
I cry sometimes, thinking of all this,
because now I understand you know not what this is.
You know nothing about me;
my thoughts, emotions, my degree of subtlety.
You think that I speak only in jokes,
but have you considered my cries for more hope?
Of course not! You don't even care!
Only if you get something out of it,
are you very rarely there.
I hate to say this to you, because it's true,
but I'm much better off without you.
All of your games (not of fun, but from hate),
I wish you would venture to my side of the gate.
Maybe, then you would see,
what is means to be me.
Have you ever experienced
fought your loved ones,from pure, seething agression?
No! You sugar-coat this life!
In all, you and I,
we are alike in many ways-
We both can't help but hide,
within our minds' foggy haze.
I smile at our world
from upside down,
while you wear a stick-on expression...
AKA a fake frown.
Where are your supposed " friends "?
Why aren't they here, when this could be the end?
Take a good look around;
not a soul is seen from sky to underground.
Look harder, so you can really see, the only one for you to see...
ME!
But no! I'm not here!
Simply put, I'm just a figment of your lonely fears.
Who now is found alone in here?
Not I... So it must be you.
Just as alone as the old woman who lived in a shoe.
Now you want me? And my friendly?
Don't you see, though,
you've had it all along.
The problem, you see now,
is that you were in the wrong.
You want for that which you've always had,
but cried that it has, long since, been gone.
Why?
I was always there in your times of mortal high.
Yet, you wouldn't claim the safety of my shroud.Instead you pushed me deeper
into the viscious hyiena packed crowd.
So, now what you desire most to come is away,
blowing down the stream, out of your gaze.
Goodbye, my dearest friend, of all those friends.
And remember...
I was there until your inevitable end.
in actuality you're not.
How dare you proclaim to be friendly,
when it's my heart and compassion you've shot?
Sure, you're fine to my face...
But behind my back, you stick to the race.
How can you say you're my friend?,
and you'll always be here ?
When I need you the most,
you are nowhere near;
my greatest of fears.
I cry sometimes, thinking of all this,
because now I understand you know not what this is.
You know nothing about me;
my thoughts, emotions, my degree of subtlety.
You think that I speak only in jokes,
but have you considered my cries for more hope?
Of course not! You don't even care!
Only if you get something out of it,
are you very rarely there.
I hate to say this to you, because it's true,
but I'm much better off without you.
All of your games (not of fun, but from hate),
I wish you would venture to my side of the gate.
Maybe, then you would see,
what is means to be me.
Have you ever experienced
fought your loved ones,from pure, seething agression?
No! You sugar-coat this life!
In all, you and I,
we are alike in many ways-
We both can't help but hide,
within our minds' foggy haze.
I smile at our world
from upside down,
while you wear a stick-on expression...
AKA a fake frown.
Where are your supposed " friends "?
Why aren't they here, when this could be the end?
Take a good look around;
not a soul is seen from sky to underground.
Look harder, so you can really see, the only one for you to see...
ME!
But no! I'm not here!
Simply put, I'm just a figment of your lonely fears.
Who now is found alone in here?
Not I... So it must be you.
Just as alone as the old woman who lived in a shoe.
Now you want me? And my friendly?
Don't you see, though,
you've had it all along.
The problem, you see now,
is that you were in the wrong.
You want for that which you've always had,
but cried that it has, long since, been gone.
Why?
I was always there in your times of mortal high.
Yet, you wouldn't claim the safety of my shroud.Instead you pushed me deeper
into the viscious hyiena packed crowd.
So, now what you desire most to come is away,
blowing down the stream, out of your gaze.
Goodbye, my dearest friend, of all those friends.
And remember...
I was there until your inevitable end.
coppied from allpoetry.com
